life in australia has changed me a little bit though i haven't realize. hopefully the change is turning to a right direction. actually, i do not feel so confident as i used to be. the fact's telling me i am stronger now, however i still fighting for a bigger-self.

freak out! the knee jerk reaction towards stress remains the same, i know myself then i even so know myself that i cannot face the fact, just finding way to ignore it, like thing never happen b4

i may lack some kinda so-called social adaptation, try to be fake, yep, learning, when everybody in the world is doing the samething, there will be no reason for you to reject it.

 

though now i am living under my pearents' great safe guard, the things i have to settle down in aussie will not be done themselve. the only way i can be survivled is be tough.